my brain hurts... 
i'm looking at the bloody 6' by 4' white board of things i have to
do...
effing thing is FULL.. and i mean FULL...
next 2 months, i will have to prepare returns for 4 meetings, be
secretary to 1 massive clusterfuck of a Staff Meeting, 6 bloody
exhibitions and talks to prepare and man, 2 speeches to write, 3
visits by a bunch of idiots i'd rather not see (with the usual
things like catering, souvenirs, handouts... blah blah to source
for), and a lot of miscellaneous things like projects, deliveries,
new projects, finance, mental sodomy by the senior management, and
for the next two weeks, i have to look after my whole branch while
the boss and colleague goes missing most of the time because of the
effing seminar the boss is planning...
suicide seems a plausible route for escape 
